aridatha asked: you write very well ems.
iftheresafuture-wewantitnow asked: I feel wrong for some reason for feeling this. Something isnt right. it actually makes me really sad. Each time i see him i realise how much im really going to miss him....whats wrong with me :(
I feel muted. I am the washed out version of myself. I’m loosing my vocabulary, my inspiration and the drive I once had to get out of bed in the morning. I have nothing interesting to contribute to conversations any more. I haven’t read anything in a long time. I hate studying but I miss learning. This is bleak, but I would never put it on facebook, so here it is. Some things that should make...
I carry your heart with me.
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows (Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart. I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart). E.E Cummings. You wouldn’t think this could be more beautiful but it is when Heath...
I used to sit in my room for hours and listen to ABBA songs. But since I’ve met you… I haven’t listened to one Abba song. That’s because my life is as good as an Abba song. It’s as good as Dancing Queen.